I want my life to be resolved but only i can choose
I am alone, with this big belly, I am hungry and can’t decide
Everyone tells me what to do and judges me by what I did
Nobody understands what I’m going through
Everything started the night I turned sixteen
The day I wanted to show my love to the boy that now admits that I don’t exist
Now I know that everything ended as a mistake
One month later I had nausea, and cravings for everything I saw
Nothing was clear until I understood they were symptoms
From the moment the doctor said “Congratulations” … I knew I was pregnant
I told my parents, they were astonished and disappointed
They think God will punish me for what I did
They haven’t talked to me since
My friends supported me until their parents disapproved
I have no one to talk to, only this tummy
rI tried to undo my mistake but it was too late, what I did could’t be undone
It wasn’t difficult to dismiss a life until you saw it with your own eyes
The little image in the ultrasound, the sound of a beating heart
“It’s a girl” the doctor says and a tear runs down my face
No one will understand the joy I had, how proud I felt
Yes, I was bringing life to the world
Today I stand alone… keep the baby or don’t
Am I even capable of being in charge of her?
Would she have a better life with me or someone else?
Who can she be if she stays with me?
The only thing I can give is my love, love no one else can equal
Is love enough to nurture a child?
With no support and no one to count on
Today I stand, today i choose
With the girl on my arms and the beauty of her smile I know my decision was wise
I don’t regret anything because it has led me to the life I have
I love my baby girl and nothing will keep us apart
She changed my life.